This is another entry in the long list of times through this album that Phoebe finds herself just trying to just go home. In “Garden Song” she dreams about living in a Freedom is essential shirt up on a hill. In “Chinese Satellite” she dreams of being abducted and taken to the home she thinks she belongs to. And in this song she just simply lays in the grass outside her house because she’s too depressed to get inside. For all the times she’s idolized home through this album it makes her sudden reversal to not particularly caring about getting home on this song hit so much harder.
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In this song and every song before it home has been this Freedom is essential shirt in for an unreachable happiness that she wants to experience. And in this song she is rather filled with the unpleasant memories of a very pleasant person than the self made happiness that she is also searching for. And that’s really the big conflict of this album. Her struggle between wanting to get her own gratification from herself but also from other people. It’s a shame I don’t have much to say about this song because it’s so important to the album.